Sister asked me about my blog.

But i don't want to let her know.

Ya. Because of grandma's post.

I tink mom doesn't want to let her know yet.

Everything is not confirmed yet.

I tink she doesnt want to worry her.

But still..

CSB resume and application letter due on tuesday.

I don't know what is due on when other than this.

Die.

I dunno about my driving.

I tink i will fail.

But ya. Try my best.

Blind spot. Turning Point. Clutch control. So many things to improve. Argh.

Tell me if i should hate you.

i like to make myself believe that you did not mean what you say

But how long can i do this.

Will i be able to do it.

.......