Sem 1 of year 3 will end in less than two weeks time. Its a good thing though. I don't have to pretend anymore. When time comes for sem 2, everything will be forgotten. Everything will start anew. At least, that is what i tell myself.

Haven't been doing anything constructive since the final demo of FYP. I don't deserve to rest until exams are over. But what am i doing? I feel that i am simply letting go of my studies. i just can't bring myself to study like the last few years. I was just thinking about relaxing, relaxing and nothing more than relaxing for the whole of the semester.

What is happening to me?

I felt lost. I seriously need to have a good laugh. I need to bring myself to smile like before. I need to do something to myself. I NEED TO WAKE UP.

But all these are just words. What i need to do will not be done somehow.

Laugh Out Loud.