Someone pointed out to me that my smiles are lesser these days, and that i may not seem to be as happy as before. Maybe that is true. I don't know.

Maybe my smiles are really going away gradually. Maybe the things around me set me thinking that i should not smile that much. Maybe the things caused me to realised how foolish i was last time. And maybe thats the reason why i get angry so easily. And i swear, the feeling of being angry is not good.

I don't know when tolerance has become a part of my life. i have been tolerating things for the past years and i realised this has become a bad habit. i realised i tolerate almost every single shit that happens to me. i think i am stupid to be like this. but what can i do?

Maybe i should start thinking whether i should change. Maybe i should start thinking whether i am still the person i think i am. Maybe i should start looking at the path i am walking.

and maybe before i change, i should really go for a lesson on how to quarrel with people.