哈哈哈·！今天跑了十圈。 我不知道我是发了什么疯可以跑这么多。 不过在我跑的时候，不知不觉地失去了那种不知道要怎么解释的感觉。是难过吗? 可是在跑的时候， 我突然没有感觉了， 就像死了一样。

明天又是八点上课。为什么最后一个学期也要这么折磨我们呢？哈哈。。

我已经不知道自己在说什么了。哈哈。。 就是很累，疲倦， 好想什么都不做的躺下来睡觉。。永远都不醒。。。

觉得自己好失败。。。自己心里的话都不敢说。。。好恨我自己。。。

Passed my stage 3 evaluation today.

My parking is still quite a problem.

So depressing...haha..

Played badminton after that.

Never really play but i still perspired a lot.

That place was really hot.

oh ya.. i spoke the most teochew today. =|

and went out the house and came back in for tens and thousands of times..

and...ya. its tiring..

ah ma's parkinson is getting worst.

snatch my keys and say something that happened when she was young.

its so scary sometimes..

maybe she misses the past so much.

Sister asked me about my blog.

But i don't want to let her know.

Ya. Because of grandma's post.

I tink mom doesn't want to let her know yet.

Everything is not confirmed yet.

I tink she doesnt want to worry her.

But still..

CSB resume and application letter due on tuesday.

I don't know what is due on when other than this.

Die.

I dunno about my driving.

I tink i will fail.

But ya. Try my best.

Blind spot. Turning Point. Clutch control. So many things to improve. Argh.

Tell me if i should hate you.

i like to make myself believe that you did not mean what you say

But how long can i do this.

Will i be able to do it.

.......